I tried the morphine patches for my pain but couldn’t handle the side effects so I stopped them and think I might be going through some sort of withdrawal
Feel sick and dizzy and very depressed..have to force myself to get up and shower etc...didn’t put make up on yesterday and that’s not me
I’m not eating so have no energy...any ideas that I could eat:drink to increase my energy?
I’ve even said to hubby that I can’t face Miranda’s wedding which worries me...also I’m not interested in going to Burghley horse trials this Saturday and we go every year...I’m scared of going far from home in case I collapse or something...two friends today have asked me to go round and I’ve made excuses
I’ve never felt this low before and been thinking of ways to just end it all which is awful but only bringing forward the inevitable
Sorry ladies for this post but I know I can divulge here