Took Ibrance for 6months, didn't sleep for about 6 months tired all the time..I stopped ibrance for targeted radiation and no I have not yet started Ibrance back up 2 months off. I feel like I am dying, sleep 24/7. It's damn mess. My tumor markers help steady and now they are even going up. ...now at 75 from 68 in one month. ...the ibrance seem to have the most awful side effects but now I'm forgetting them when I'm not having ibrance I have worse side effects
Can we had a do over button? I'm my 5 year ticker started at diagnosis or now or is it now? I clearly am a mess with making so many so decisions , I also have three children two of which are still in junior high and high school at home, well not at my home ,my parents home because I learn longer can take care of myself . My 6 months long do divorce hearing finally came to an end on the day I was a diagnosed with stage 4 cancer, leaving us with nothing, except the state of Colorado standard rate of $845. But clearly I would have help? Not until a year later and they finally gave me a SSDI , you know that shit you have told your will get at 65. Well it's not that much at 47...and because my ex was able to manipulate and only use this VA benefits in out divorce and didn't need outside insurance, I had been thankfully approved for Medicaid from the state of Colorado. 1 year into that however they told me that I will be moving over to Medicare. None of my meds are covered so the said o need part D, I have part D now the part D says that they won't cover but one. Ok so the send my a letter on each of these medications and tell my courtesy fillis only going to be valid for 30 days after that I'm on my own. So today after being the bed literally for 10 days without moving much and a huge huge shout out for my mother,who has taken care of my girls who have been sick home from school for the past 3 days with the flu. Is this normal? I haven't had any days like this ..or have been able to remember what day it is as I thought is was Friday then remembered it was Thursday, but uh it's really really WEDNESDAY! Am I already dead? Is there a website I can check to see if I'm really gone or is this HELL! Oh hell, maybe I am in a comma some where...wake up please wake up! This isn't heaven....not what I thought is was....and of this is hell, am sure bad shit will happen...ok so coma....any words from anybody that could help me realize that this s*** is not that easy, it's never been easy and it's not going to get any easier and just WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!! Any single or divorced women that have been left to be cared for by already old parents? Anybody struggling with teenage girls and all the girls want is a really good deodorant, not something gritty? Anybody tired of not knowing what to do? Please speak out and if this is offended anybody I'm so sorry.