I don't usually post in this community (I think I've done it once before), but I've looked and it seems quite supportive so... let me give it a go.
I'm young, I'm 'disabled', I have mental health problems and well... I have tried hard, worked hard to make what I have. New job, earning more than I ever have before, engaged, all that. Friends, enjoy a drink on a weekend, you know? The normal.
Except I want to end it all. I can't see a positive future. I'm exhausted, I'm fed up and quite frankly? I feel lost... I dont feel like much of a man... I don't think I feel like much of anything.