Attempt at Alternative Sexual Pleasure

[Baldylocks]

First I hope this holiday made a more happy loving memorial for you than any before.

I am posting here mostly for those who’ve shown interest in my mixed bag of odd ball sexual antics which I’ve decided to name “Prostate CancerRadiation Gnome Slur” (It’s not a real diagnosis that I know of but seems real to me).

I chose this holiday weekend to take the dive with my friend that I’ve been putting off. I wanted it to be special and memorable but especially for him. I won’t go into why he so much more deserves some good pleasures in his life any more than you or me, I’m sure we all do. I’ve made it my mission to see that he gets whatever I can give that smooths it out for him.

His son, a few of his grandkids other friends and neighbors joined in for a BBQ and field games made everything a lively start on Saturday with a full house for the night I don’t think anyone gave a second thought to two old geezers sleeping in bed together (except that his son is privy to our relationship so he may have been imagining before falling off to sleep). My friend showers religiously before bed so had no reason to expect anything special when he went to take his shower, however I decided this would be the night for me to do more than spoon, hug and kiss. I will keep this clean for general audience reading.

I joined my friend in the shower and attended to his washing while he reciprocated washing me. We kissed, he held me in his arms and kissed my face, head it felt like he was covering me in kisses of madness and I forgot I was a man. On reflection I see two old geezers rushing to bed soaking wet, maybe not so old. I layer across him and the kissing couldn’t stop nor could he stop his excitement from rising and getting harder. My friends all the anticipation was in this moment and I was ready to show him my love. I thought I would show him the best blow of his life. I thought he would get to give the best ( _u_k ) of his life but I was a complete failure. He say’s not, but I know differently.

I knew by comparison to my own he was in a special club of men but I thought the many times I’ve had them how hard could it be. Just too big to thick for me to do much. His excitement, his hardness was more like a 20 year old than a 75 old grandpa. I had no problem wanting to do it I just wasn’t physically capable in any way. Even when I ate what he fed me it strangled me so that I could not rest the rest of the night still suffer a sore throat slightly today. There has been one attempt at a ride-a-long but that too was a hands down no go.

He and I both agree I’m not cut out for the role we both thought chosen for me so while our friendship will remain solid it will not be consummated the way intended. I invite any input on how it all went so very wrong when our hearts are so very right?

[xsevenx]

Awh. You must both be really disappointed. But don’t give up. After all practice makes perfect. Communication is key.

[Baldylocks in reply to xsevenx]

yeah my brother when I was the player I used that line to many times while coaxing past the pain because of being a selfish A-h__e. I then married, had a family and I became civilized. Now I’m a man that no longer knows how to be a full man any longer but also can’t take any more pain heaped on what I already deal with.

I’ll send you a chat to go into detail.

[BarrySimpson]

Don't be too disappointed. There are many ways to find pleasure. I wish you both good luck in finding what suits you.

[Baldylocks in reply to BarrySimpson]

we agree with you but the let down is with my thinking how much I feel I disappointed him but he convinces me every moment it’s not so and I believe him. I guess I’m disappointed that what I thought I could do, I can’t. I’ll send a chat later, tonight probably, thanks.

[jimreilly]

I wouldn't think that one failure to score should mean the game is over

[Baldylocks]

not over but definitely not what I had mapped out in my mind. I’ll send you a chat later to clear it up.

[OneJoker]

sorry your planned day / evening did not go to your expectations, but please do not be discouraged from trying again taking things slowly and maybe performing in other ways and build up

[Petit4incher]

over thinking may have a bit too do with it. Foreplay and feeling relaxed does help. Sure a lot of guys on here remember there first sexual experience over before it actually started. Curiosity is one thing putting it into practice another

[Baldylocks in reply to Petit4incher]

Big man, first I’d like to thank you for your insight but can I know how old are you that you’ve come by such wisdom?

[Hidden]

Maybe it’s a matter of timing. I know by experience that timing is so important. Hang in there buddy. I was encouraged by your post.

[Baldylocks]

thanks so much, the support makes a difference in so many ways. I for one know that it can be life saving. I send you mine as well.

[Hidden]

Thanks! I know the support of a friend is so important and timing is everything. Wishing you the best!

[Baldylocks]

Lots of first with me this year. A year prior I seldom checked my emails so much so that many stopped messaging , imagine in this day and age. You can see that I haven’t mastered this Health platform either examples by my lack of how to post properly. Some things I’ve meant for private responses have ended up posted for all to see. No matter because from my estimate with us all here, sharing is crucial to someone’s well being and if not here then where? If anything I share helps even one I am thankful that I’ve put it out there. Push on and be well.

[Healthyguy1]

Keep your head up and don't let it get you down. It's just one bump in the road on a long journey. Best of luck