Last night when smoking cannabis I didn't blow the smoke away the right way, and accidentally filled the laundry with the smell. I was doing it out the back, and after finishing up I went into the bathroom to have a shower. My mum went into the laundry and immediately thought it was my other brother, who is kind've the problem child and he's in the process of moving out. He had been covering me the past month but this time told her it was me. I was overhearing in the bathroom and was shell-shocked. I'm the type of guy who has stayed away from drugs my whole life, and rarely drink. I'm only doing it for RLS obviously. I guess you'd call most of my family really sensitive. My mum couldn't believe it, and I hated that she had to find out. So I walked to her room with my tail between her legs and told her everything. Pretty much everything. I have RLS, I've been smoking cannabis for relief, I did a sleep test last year for a diagnosis. I also told her I am extremely lucky and have found a way of controlling it with the low fodmap diet. I told her I dodged a bullet and was one of the lucky few. I don't think she really knows how bad rls is. She says she hears it on the radio all the time, and you go to your doctor not the illegal drugs. Nearly laughed at that. I told her I only need to do it for another two weeks before the diet is working 100%. I don't really know how she feels. Right now she's preparing for work tomorrow. I don't know why but I just find my condition a little embarrassing. My mum and step dad didn't find it embarrassing at all, they thought I made them find out the hard way, which I agree with. So yeah, last night lying in my bed after that conversation was the lowest moment of my life. I know things are going to get way better in the future, but for now I just feel terrible. I typed this message out last night, and it was really emotional because that's one of the side effects of being high, you get really emotional. Unfortunately I swiped upwards too fast and the screen automatically refreshed, so that was a waste of time and effort. I hope this is enough. Have no idea if this sounds emotional or casual, and I'm actually pretty embarrassed to post this, but I'm going to do it anyway.