After 4 years of seeing countless doctors and specialists for the cause of my "unbalanced" state, i finally saw a neurologist 4 days ago who diagnosed me with PSP, after extensive testing. Although I am relieved to get to the bottom of my suffering, i am grieving at the thought of what lies ahead. Already my eyesight is bad (blurring, watery eyes, double vision, can't look down) and my balance is worsening to the point I use a walker or cane when I go out. I worry about becoming a burden to my family; I currently live alone and hate to lose my independence. I am scared.