Just sitting her thinking about the past, when the children were born, the love we felt for them, the times things went wrong for them, and we cried with them, when they were sick we worried about them, when things did not work out for them as they were growing up, and then they had there children, and it all starts over again.
We we were young, just married we had all these wonderful ideas, we worked hard, built a good life for our little family, try to bring them up to be decent honest people, which we achieved, I think.
George had two jobs, and was studying, to become a Building Surveyor, which he achieved, It was a long hard road, to get where we are, not a holiday every year, to busy making a better life.
Then what happens George, changed getting very aggressive, shouting, getting upset, which nearly broke our family up, I fought to keep everything together, I did it, and then years later, this horrible illness, has come into our lives, and thinking back, this was the start of this horrible PSP. The plans we made, the different things we wanted to do, have all gone out the window, why oh why did this happen to us, but then we all say why us, all our dreams have disappeared. We all try and remember the good times, but they seem such a long time ago, like living in a dream, and thinking we might wake up and it will all be ok!!!!
Love to you all have a good weekend Yvonne xxxxxxxxxxxxx