Difficult weekend,trying to comfort my boy,see previous post!, I have to stay strong for him
Back to work nights this week feel so much physically stronger and I'm bored,I intend to really try to live life for my ex and my son someone kept me alive,(post covid)and that has to be as they knew my son's dad was dieing and he needed me now more than ever,one lives one dies life is so unfair,
Appreciate what you do have,and love those that love you,be kind and take care if anything this year has shown me life is so short and precious
So sorry to hear of your loss in the space of sick months I nearly died of covid myself ,left a abusive partner and now my son is loading his dad it's been tough ,I have not had to deal with grief and although myself and his dad when not together I grieve for the man I spent fifteen years with and had a son Tobi was 16when we met and he was my first and only proper love I will grieve for him once he's gone I'm sure and he now is in a new relationship so I have to step back and not see him etc I cannot say goodbye it hurts
So sorry for your loss do u have children,I'm grieving and always have been for the relationship we once had and I left as things had turned sour and argueing constantly doesntean I didn't love and care for him😪,but because we where not together I feel I cannot grove for him now or once he's gone,I won't even be able to go to a funeral...I don't get on with his family it's terrible knowing he's going to die,is worse than just finding out he's gone knowing I cannot be part of his last few months is killing me,if u need a friend and a chat inbox me anytime I love. To chat and sometimes it helps to talk to someone outside the box,stay well xx
Hi Picklepickle, I know what a hard time you are going through at the moment. I hope you can stay strong. Life isn't fair and you are right. We need to do better to appreciate what a capricious thing it is. We don't have any control over it so it's best to do what you are so bravely doing and that's your best. Thinking of you and sending loving-kindness to you all.🙏
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