I don't want to add to all the thank you's and Christmas greetings - afraid people will tire of that. But I do want to tell you how much this forum means to me. Yes, I have a loving husband and family but NO ONE understands what I go thru like the polymalingerers. No one knows how to comfort and educate like the Aunties. No one makes me laugh like MB - so clever and "with it" - is he. I cannot believe that a support forum would mean so much to me. I am forever quoting things I read on here. I absolutely do not want anyone to suffer - but you cannot imagine (oh I think you can) what comfort I feel knowing that I am not imagining or blowing up symptoms - when I read someone so exactly in sync with me. You have been the difference between suffering alone and having a group of empathetic friends who I feel are pulling for me. Thank you all. Thank you for the time you take to answer, as I read all replies, that you for your research as it points me immediately to a credible source without spending all day on Google. And thank you for your kindness, good will and friendship. It helps so much.
I am one year in this mess come Jan 3rd. After relapsing on 7 mg of Pred and going back up to 20. I am now on Actemra fusion once a month and about to go down on preds to 9mgs from 10 mgs. Other than feeling about 95 and gaining 45 pounds having a very stiff back - that miraculously goes away and comes back again, aside from the depression, the itchy spots etc. I am not feeling physically bad. Good news is that the 4 BP pills I take a day seem to finally be working and I have lost 10 lbs of water.