Thank you SOOOoooo much for all of the well wishes and support.
It has meant a great deal.
I'm worried for myself too...I did try counseling for months. I tried anti depressants too.
I just need to keep putting one step in front of the other.
Took another blow today...laid off after just eight weeks ( of killing myself).
I know it's for the best. Probably a great Company..I wasn't there long enough to make that determination..but my boss was the worst leader of I've ever worked with.
So now, I work on my health again and finding a new job again