I have not blogged for a while , I am having a nervous breakdown so the doctor says, I have suffered with depression all the way through this and having got down to 9.5mg of pred I had to go back up to 15mg as my esr went up and my nerves got worse.
I have suffered panic attacks and to top it all my dog was attacked whilst we were walking in the park 2 weeks ago, now I am even frightened to take them out as I panic too much .
Last night my denture broke so I have no front teeth and nowhere is open on a bank holiday weekend so I am staying in bed all weekend I am now down to 13mg alternate days , I hate what this illness is doing to me , I have gone from a confident person to a nervous wreck .
My doctor put me through to the mental health access team who took 2 days to call me to see if I was suicidal , if I had been I think they would have been a bit late!!!
I admire everyone on this forum because this is a horrible condition to have and everyone should get a medal in my opinion, we all deserve one x