It's my birthday today and for some reason I feel really tearful. Perhaps it's because the years are passing by so quickly and for the last six months I have had numerous chest and sinus infections and stomach and digestive problems which just take forever to clear up and lay me really low. I feel life is passing me by. On a good day I am so full of plans for the future and there are so many things I want to do but in reality I'm afraid I have lost my get up and go. I just so wish I had my energy back.