Hi all
I was diagnosed with PA back in 2010, and thankfully receive my B12 injections every 6 weeks due to my frequent complaints about fatigue, and the fact that I suffer with neuropathy (dodgy spine - 3 surgeries down).
I feel very fortunate in that I have a GP whom has been willing to gradually reduce the time frame between injections down from the standard 12 weeks to what it is now, but I am still really struggling with fatigue at times. So much so, I literally find it painful to go to work, and waste many a weekend sleeping. My body feels heavy, I can't think straight and walking up a flight of stairs feels like tackling Everest. The fatigue comes and goes periodically, but is always present to an extent. I am only 33, and up until a couple of years ago was very fit and did a lot of hill-walking, which has now become a thing of the past unfortunately. It sounds terribly defeatist, but I just can't do it anymore.
I have managed to get a couple of blood tests done over the last few years with the usual suspects e.g thyroid/iron/liver & kidney function/FBC/CRP etc, and they always come back as "normal" and the whole thing is put to bed again until I muster up the bother (I use that term because I know I won't get anywhere, not because I can't be bothered to investigate things) to consult my GP about it again.
It frustrates me to the point of exasperation at times, because this has a relatively profound effect on my life at times, and as a result I feel downright miserable. I also have chronic back pain and have, of course, been offered anti-depressants, which I accepted for a while, but stopped taking them as deep down I know that I am not clinically depressed - if I could reduce these physical issues I would feel much better in myself. I have suffered with major depression years ago, and know that this is different. I also take regular morphine, which gets flippantly cited as a cause of the tiredness, which could be true to an extent, but I have been suffering with this fatigue for longer than I have been taking morphine.
I am thinking of organising and paying for some blood tests myself, but there are so many options out there, I just don't want to end up wasting my time and money on the wrong type of test. I am also thinking of trying a B12 nasal spray or similar. Other than this, I am not sure what else I can consider really. GP, though fairly sympathetic, does not seem interested in fully addressing these issues (always seems to be the case with Doctors when faced with something that isn't a clear cut diagnosis) and she is probably the best of the lot in at the practice. And to be honest, I very much doubt any of the other GP's in the practice would go against her opinion anyway.
Not sure what I want from this post other than a rant I guess, but any input would be much appreciated.
Many thanks for reading