I celebrated my 59th birthday today with my two daughters who have always been the love of my life! I hate that they see me struggle to do things that I used to do in the past without having to concentrate, and I hate them see my lack of energy, and my ability to be the fun crazy mom they grew up with. I see the worried look in their eyes when they see me do things that used to be so easy for me. Everyday I think that God gave me PD for a reason, and I pray everyday for those people who have no idea how lucky they are! We just survived hurricane matthew in south carolina and when I listen to people with their so called first world problems, like they lost cable during this horrible storm, I know that I am here to be an inspiration for someone somewhere who does not have the love from their family that I have! And that keeps me going!