After various Neurological tests i have been referred to a pain clinic, i am on various medications and have been suffering since 2012. I started with a numb foot which has led tp pain in the whole of left leg which can result in losing some use of leg temporarily. This makes me walk with a limp or stagger. Someone in a shop said to me "its disgusting, walking around drunk with three kids in tow". I have been admitted to hospital once due to being in agony with my back, the muscles had gone into spasm due to limping. I have had to reduce my working hours due to fatigue and i am financially now struggling. I am in utter despair and really don't know what to do next, i really cant cope. The pain is worse at night and often i have to get up in the early hours in order to have a red hot bath to ease the pain. I feel my future is bleak as i am failing to keep up with the kids and do the things they want to do. Need some advice on what to do next