Hi all, last time I posted, I mentioned my mom's CA-125 going from a low of 6, to an astounding 2,512 in just five weeks time. That was 2 weeks ago. She just had a CT scan done on Monday, and I've been going through torture waiting to hear back, and they just called to say...
"There is no recurrence"
I couldn't believe my ears really. For the last two weeks I've been losing sleep, worrying about my mom having a 2nd recurrence just 5 months after her first one. I had completely convinced myself that she had to have recurred with numbers like that, and feeling gutted thinking she'd have to go back on Chemo during the holidays, so this news almost feels like a miracle. They attribute the rise in numbers to possible inflammation from her abdominal hernia.
My mom, God bless her, never worried for a minute. She never does. It's like all her worrying gets absorbed by me. And on that note, reading the CT scan, there's still some things that concerns my cynical side, namely a trace amount of pericardial fluid, and trace pelvic fluid, BUT I just have to tell myself that her GYN/Oncologist, and NP said no recurrence, and leave it at that!
So I think it's safe for to finally exhale, and start looking forward to Christmas and my B-day (12/27) without that shadow hovering right over me. I'm going to do my best to make sure we have a great time together.
I want to thank all the amazing people on here for your continued support. You really do keep people like me sane (or as close as possible).
-Michael