Saw consultant again on Wed he has brought operation forward to Tuesdsy.
Laparoscopy with view to hysterectomy and debulking. He still thinks will be unable to operate and that I will need. Chemo first. I have everything crossed !!!
Finished work yesterday and actually cried for the first time since all this started. It just seemed to make it all real. As if the pain and looking pregnant isn't enough to make it real!
But at least I now feel I am last on a journey of recovery. X