I guess I need some support this afternoon. I knew this was going to be my first reocurrence because of the symptoms i had been getting but although I felt I was geared up for the results. I don't think you are as prepared as you think you are. Its back after not quite 3 months (is that a record?). Tumours at 6cms which is more than I started off with in May CA125 3,000. Was hoping to have some quality time and maybe a holiday but shall be going on Caelyx from 8th April so not much chance of anything now. Booked walking day, gardening club outings all will have to be cancelled. Feel down as I know Caelyx makes you very very tired. Missed last summer and now going to miss another one. Consultant said there was only a 20 percent chance of it working and after that she thought trials would be my best option at the Christie but I don't know if I would be eligible even. Other drugs she didn't think would be useful. Have I got a cat in hell's chance of keeping this at bay and having some time? at the moment I feel I haven't.