Is it OCD I’m suffering with?
Hi there can anyone help! I’m a stay at home mum to two gorgeous kids a boy and a girl.. I don’t work and not many friends so my days are literally staying at home and cleaning! I’m obsessed with cleaning and keeping things tidy even toys have got to be put away as soon as they have finished playing.. floors need to be cleaned and hoovered every day .. I walk barefoot no slippers or socks on so anything I feel under my feet I reach out for the sweeping brush and start sweeping until it feels clean enough for me to approve . I’m scared that every time someone walks in with their shoes my baby’s are going to get sepsis or some sort of desease so then I start mopping floors as soon as the person leaves ! I get angry .. mad if the daily clean isn’t done . I’m on antidepressants and have been for 5 years now . My mum suffered with OCD but the doctor puts it down to depression? Is this how a person with OCD feels or is it just me been a clean freak ... Please help . Thank you