Hi. I've not discussed this with a doc yet. To be honest I'm fed up going there for one thing or another. I have anxiety and depression and am on medication for them. It has only been recently that I realised that I may have another issue. As long as I can remember I have needed to even things up. If I touch so.wthing cold or it touches me, I need to apply the same temperature of cold to the opposite side of my body to have symmetry. If I scratch one arm then I need to scratch the other with the same amount of pressure.
Not following through does not create fear or dread in me but it will gnaw away at me like an itch until I complete the action needed. I need to have the tv volume on a number ending 5 or 0 but the radio in the car has to be an even number. This is only of I see the number though. If I close my eyes or turn away I'm able to change the volume without it eating away at me although I have to overcome the urge to check it.
On the whole it doesn't massively impact my day to day life but I've beco.e more aware of it recently after a couple of my team at work noticed. Not sure whether that means I'm doing it more often though.
Any thoughts would be much appreciated.
Thanks