Can I do it? Can I not do it? Can I afford not to do it? And what is it!!!???
In a previous life, with someone unmentionable, I used to do a lot of camping during the summer. We had various sized tents and cars over the years and living not far from the welsh border it was easy to just load up the car and go. Sometimes for a couple of days sometimes for a week and once - heavens to betsy - we went for 10 days!!!
I was young (weren't we all at some point and some people still are!) anyway,,,, I was young and nothing phased me really. If we were broke, we managed, if we had problems, we fixed them (or I fixed them) just got on in life and faced it.
Psycholologically speaking, if I was like that before I can be like that again. Nowadays not even (I do not meant that to sound insignificant) but not even disablement should stop you from doing things, or at least THINKING you can do things. Should it? I know there are the days when you get laid flat, and the tiredness and achy limbs actually physically stop you doing things.
So....methinks.... sorry still mulling this over in my mind, hoping that this blog will help me put some perspective on it. - So.... realistically that attitude and that part of my "old" self should still be lurking somewhere in the undergrowth. Shouldn't it?
Right then she says.... the worlds my oyster just with a few adaptations. Slight change of direction, slightly different things to think about whilst planning, like outings, holidays, (WORK) (laters).... housework, cooking, cleaning..just needs a bit more forethought and planning, but the old "come on let's get do it" attitude should still be there. Shouldn't it.
I am feeling quite pleased with myself, because even though I am sort of having a bit of a flare up, my head is in the right place and having laid off the old co-dydramols and stuck with paracetamol the fog has lifted from the brain. I am re-bounding on my trampoline, which I am convinced helps... blah blah blah. Today mainly I am being positive.. and hoping that the next time I think I have a set back, I shall look at this blog and think... hmm I shall cope.
So look out IT..... here I come....... way hey...
Next stop - money making options....