How do you differentiate?
Since I swapped MTX for Sulfasalazine, in 2018, I generally felt better - less nausea, fewer acid reflux attacks, pain seemingly under control.
Over the last year or two, however, I've developed a number of niggling symptoms. The existing inflammatory condition in my right eye seemed to be getting worse and I was then diagnosed with dry eye in both. And now, as well as being virtually blind in my right due to secondary glaucoma, I have cataract in my left - just waiting for a date for surgery with fingers crossed.
A couple of years ago I got a rash on the back of both hands. I thought it was a reaction to something I'd brushed against while walking through an overgrown meadow but no idea. Rheumatology didn't seem concerned. It's still there but not as much, though I've noticed my hands and parts of my legs seem quite red - almost purple at times.
Then painful niggles. A horrible nagging pain along the left side of my left hand - and also along the right side of my right foot. The knuckle in my right thumb keeps cracking and feels bruised. A joint at the base of my third finger, right hand has been sore for a while. I often wake up with my right hand and sometimes my left, feeling swollen. And chill blains! Never had these before. I'm a semi retired dog walker so got them during the really cold spell and they've lingered.
And about 8 or 9 weeks ago I put my lower back out, just sitting in a low chair. It's better but still not right. I'm wondering if it's joint/disc rather than muscles as 3 years ago a scan revealed I was at the point of osteoporosis but no meds prescribed by rheumatology, just a lifestyle change recommendation (at 60!). I was due another scan in November but I completely lost it when the letter arrived stating I may be asked about the biological sex I was 'assigned' at birth. I called and told them to stick the scan. Not the best move, looking back, but I really never expected that the NHS would be infiltrated by this pseudo science ideology so I'll battle on, regardless.
Is this how the disease develops, with new symptoms and deterioration? Or is it just a succession of niggles that may go away again. Are they part of a 'flare'? How might you define a flare up? I did once suffer a sudden, agonising pain between my hand and wrist which kept me awake all night. But it never returned.
Thanks for listening - needed that offload! 😀