I'm so LOST ...need posative guidance

[Lilbitles]

First thank you for reading this I'm not the type to really need support not that i. Didn't need it I just was the posative upbeat God uplifting motivation for everyone else;( well my life has made a huge turn after today I got a posative resulton my blood work for rumutoid arthritis. My biggest thing is I don't want to go.through any treatment of I don't what happends ...i got diagnosed with crohns disease a few years back and I just don't want poked and prided on anymore umm tired .my whole life has been in pain and discomfort I'm so tired of the constant give a shit then slapped down even farther with more bad news ...my children have detached from me I believe due to fear ...maybe I'm not sure..my ex husband is even going to court to say this is me effecting them..like I chose this right.. my mother is hiv posative but she's undetectable so she said she wants nothing todo with my drama ..Drama omg...om just so upset alone and need help here I would like to know what happened To you maybe these things i really don't know what to do I'm numb thank you ' for listening and I pray for you all.

[Nik8210]

We’re all here and listening big hugs from Scotland

[Hidden]

Hi Lilbitles - I am so sorry for where you are at the moment. I remember being diagnosed, and actually denied that I had RA for four years. I used my herbs, and for that time, it was pretty good. No inflammation or deformation, until 3 - 4 major life changes occurred at one time, then it all hit me at once.

Please give your kids some room there. They have no idea what you are dealing with. I'm sure that they don't mean to abandon you..

Be careful what you do and don't accept as treatment. Believe me, I am in the same place, but you can get deformed (permanently) pretty quickly with no treatment at all.

We are here if you need to vent. Take care, and gentle hugs