I finally decided to stop my sulphasalazine because I am convinced starting on it triggered a clinical depression (not the ‘bahh this disease sucks’ kind but the ‘i Think I am going to quit life’ kind) which is very out of character for me and frankly, besides this damn illness which was well managed, life is good to me and I have much to enjoy and be thankful for.
Anyway, I took my last sulpha dose on Sunday and literally within 24 hours already feel brighter, more content, less anxious.. and no tears! (I’ve cried several times a week since I started in sulphasalazine last October)
However........ I’m now having a sudden flare. Right knee and hip feel like balloons of hot lead are inside my skin, I’m limping badly (whereas walked totally fine on Monday and for months before!) and I’m really annoyed.
I did go for a long walk with the family on Sunday but I’ve done this most weekends with no flare up.
Am I simply flaring because I’ve come off sulpha?? Because the thought of going back on it makes me want to scream.
Is this my life choice - depression OR physical disability and pain?
Can’t get hold of my rheumatology team - they’re literally not returning calls over the past two days. Do I se did my GP can give a steroid until I get my meds reviewed? Having for tightly blood monitoring and been all normal (although I expect the next one won’t be!)
Sorry for the half plea-for-advice and half-rant. So upset 😭