So I started my volunteer job yesterday, just a couple of hours. It made me realise how much I've lost confidence over the last year. In my day job I've been virtually isolated and made to feel other by my boss. Although my voluntary post have been lovely I've spent today mulling over the mistakes I made.
I've also realised I've begun to feel on the outside of everything as though I'm not part of society or a normal person. Has anyone else felt like this with this illness? As though you are now on the outside looking in?