Hey everyone, I'm new here and wanted to share a kind of "poem" I wrote about RA. I was diagnosed about half a year ago, at age 17. I currently make weekly MTX injections and have just recently started to vape CBD Oil. I'd love to know what you think of this "poem" and whether I should continue to post such things. I'd really like any type of feedback as well.
What if there’s a demon inside of you?
That demon is feeding on the time you have left
and on all the parts of you that used to be okay.
It lights your body on fire night and day and the fire reaches your mind,
reaches your soul and leaves a permanent scar inside of you.
It’s invisible, like the demon itself,
but you, and only you, can feel it burning every second.
And you feel the burning in your soul as well.
Your time is not enough to satisfy the demon’s hunger
so, it feeds on your dreams too.
It feeds on your future, on the all the plans you had
and leaves you with nothing but an unrealizable
wish to live.
You are alive but you are not living.
You crave the fulfillment you had expected from life
but you are stuck.
Alive but not living.
Stuck with this demon inside of you
and the endless war goes on.
It always will, because
you have no choice.
You are the demon.