Hello all, it's 4 am here and I am awake from the pain and exhausted, but hurting too much to fall back to sleep. We have had thunderstorms for several days in a row and my pain seems to be peaking right now. I can barely keep my eyes open, but can't sleep. So irritating! I started Enbrel almost 3 weeks ago and what I'm noticing so far is that the steroid shot I had over a month ago has worn off. I really hope the Enbrel starts to offer even a little relief very soon! I deeply appreciate having this place to come and vent. I'm so glad I will be understood and no one will tell me to be more positive or that I'm attracting the negative into my life. I try to be patient because people have no idea what they're talking about. No idea how positive I am and how often I power through or set the pain aside in my mind to focus on other things. So, thanks! I hope you're having a pain free, or nearly, day!!