I have received my decision for my mandatory reconsideration still refused PIP. I am absolutely broken. I don't have enough money to live on, expected to work full time, I am going to lose my house and have nowhere to live. I am so worn out, ill, stressed, depressed (now have to go for coucelling), I really don't know which way to turn. I can't sleep, feel sick all the time. I won't be able to pay for medication. I am so frightened of what's to come. I hate these conditions they have totally ruined my life.