Today I had an appointment at Wrightington hospital in Wigan (about 40 minutes from me on the motorway) in relation to some hip pain I've been experiencing recently.
Looks like I'm going to be having an operation for Hip Impingement Syndrome, which I was kind of expecting.
So, firstly I drove on the the motorway for the very first time alone, which I was so scared of! Lol. I'm such a baby sometimes! And I was absolutely fine
And then I had to sit and listen to the risks of having this operation and that scared me too! I'm lucky enough that I haven't ever been a patient in hospital (since I was born, anyway :)), so this is a very new experience.
This afternoon has been the first time in the last couple of weeks when I've really felt like a smoke, more than once! My emotions, with being scared of driving on the M6 alone (silly, I know), then being happy with myself for doing so, then being nervous about my appointment, have been a bit up and down! But I'm not finding the little devil too hard to bat away. He's just feeding on my nerves and adrenaline, little s***.
Anyway, sorry to get a bit personal there, but just wanted to share as it makes me feel loads better when I do!
Hope you've all had a great smokefree day! Xxx