I have :-
Restarted my internet connection (twice :rolleyes without shouting,
Cleaned the gunk out of my slow cooker without shouting,
Thrown together a cake without shouting,
Put up with neighbours screaming kids all afternoon without shouting.
Cake looks a bit iffy but who cares its edible
So I am either ill or actually having a good day?? :confused:
And I am not even remotely interested in smoking. Coo blummy its so amazing to have a calm day for a change, phewie!! Awesome in fact, cos I was so convinced I was having some kind of breakdown, which was very scary. But thinking about it, with 4000 different chemicals coming out of the system, including rocket fuel, cyanide etc. its no wonder some of us go a bit weird, some of us weirder than others lol.
Dunno why I am calm today, some of it is due to being the laziest git ever, spent most of it in bed reading a good book (weell, its cold today). Also gave myself a bit of a lecture about being patient, and reminded myself that I have been contented without smoking before so therefore I can have that again.
Anyway, I know I have loads of bad days to get through yet, and this time tomorrow I could be climbing the walls for a smoke, but just for today, feeling calm and contented, its nice :cool: