Wasn't really sure where to post now, so i've just put it here.
I'm back on the fags again. Started with one, then bought a pack on Thurs, finished the pack yesterday. This morning i thought i'd try not to smoke again, but bought some!!!
I don't qualify for just knocking a few days off my quit days as i can't honestly say i'm still quitting, i've lost the initial motivation.
Pretty annoyed with myself for getting to 2 weeks and giving in, surely i'd passed the worst of it. But it has convinced me that i can do it. I just can't stand the hard times, and the pressure seems doubled when i come to study for my exam. I've thought about putting it off until after my exam in 4 weeks, but i don't like the idea of being a smoker again, just can't dealt with the stress of not smoking.
Anyway, i'm now taking Kalms and Gingko, for stress and help with concentration and also bought some Bachs Rescue Remedy for my mini panic attacks!! I'm going to try and get my head around this and maybe start my quit again on Monday.
Please don't reply with any 'disappointed' comments, i've already had this off other people and it just makes me want to cry and light up!!
Any encouragement would be nice!
Hopefully will be back soon, i have been reading your threads and building up the courage to post this.
If at first you don't succeed, try, try again!!!
PS, they taste bloody awful!!! They are poison but a bloody addictive poison!!