7 and a half months ago I was on top of the world, I gave birth to beautiful identical boys approximately 1 month lately my life has changed....
I'm going to step back 4 years ago I had tingling in my feet and so I went to the doctor to discover that I had an extremely low reading for vitamin B12. I saw a neurologist who said that it was so low that it may never repair itself but after a month of homeopathic treatment and vitamin B12 shots it went away. I was relieved to say the least, I completely forgot about and life continued on.
Then one month after the birth of the twins the tingling started again in my feet ( it has now spread to my lower legs and sometimes hands) but at that time I wasn't really that worried about it as I had experienced this before so I saw my doc who did all the blood work and I was fully expecting to be doing the vitamin B12 shots again. How wrong could I be.... Along with this I have had IBS for over 14 years which I have mainly been able to control until I got pregnant and every since I have had diarrhea almost everyday. I went back to my original homeopath who I stuck with for 3 months until I finally had to try something else as this time it wasn't working. I finally got to see a neurologist 2 weeks ago who thinks that I may have a deficiency due to the extended amount of time I have had diarrhea and has referred me to a gastroenterologist ( my GP suspects I may be celiac) and another neurologist at Toronto general hospital who specializes in small nerve fibers. While waiting for these appointments I have done endless research on the Internet, especially at night when the pain is the worst.
I am now 1 week into the paleo diet which basically lets me eat meat, fruit and tons of veg and I juice twice a day and am seeing a herbalist. I am going to stick with this for minimum of 3 months in order to give it a chance to work. I have to keep trying new things but I am also aware of giving things time but patience isn't one of my best qualities.
As I write this it makes me very emotional as I feel robbed of my twin boys first year. I often ask 'why me?' And always ask ' when will it go?' That's the BIG question and the one that upsets me the most as I want to feel normal again I want to go on long walks with the babies but the burning stabbing pain can be so unbearable that all I want to do is ice my feet or stand in the snow for very temporary relief. I rarely go out anymore as the evenings are the worst and my friends just don't understand what I'm going through. It's so incredibly hard to explain it to people so I have stopped. My poor husband feels completely helpless and has done so much to try and help me all of which has not worked so far. I feel very alone when I have a bad day that is why I am writing this to let it all out as I need a release.
I am determined to at least find the root cause of my problem and now I need to find a way of controlling the pain naturally. I personally do not want to take meds ( I say that now) but hey I may change my mind.
If anybody out there has any good natural pain remedies I would love to hear about what has worked for you.
I wish anyone reading this who is also suffering that they find a cure or at least some pain relief.
My babies keep me going those giggles and smiles are good pain relievers.