Hi all
13 years ago I was diagnosed with degenerative discs, facet joint disease causing immense low back and sciatic pain. I went for a disc decompression and waited for it to heal, unfortunately pain increased so I went back to the consultant, we took another MRI and to his surprise he could no longer see any disc left. He immediately advised a fusion, which I had at L4. Another 6 months of recovery and sciatic pain was still extremely severe , so I was recommended another consultant to insert a ‘spacer’ in my spine to allow for space for my root nerves. All this time I was seeing physios, chiropractors and pain management specialist as I had quite good private health cover.
Then on a visit to Disney with the family (still in pain) which I was advised by the consultant the rides would be fine (I wasn’t going to go on rollercoasters) the first ride I went on with my eldest son was a log plume, on the last drop we hit the water at the bottom and I felt my spine compact and immediately increased pain. No doubt ruined my holiday as I was now confined to the villa on my own in major pain.
On return to the UK I went to the consultant who ordered an MRI, who on inspection said ‘your case certainly is unusual’ !!?? Er, do you want to elaborate please!!
’well’ he said while pointing at the vertebrae below the fusion and nerve spacer said ‘do you see that dark line…….that’s a fracture’ !!!!!???
I was in shock, he explained that the nerve spacer on one side had caused so much pressure on the alternative side where the only support was the disc, the vertebrae took the load of the ride you were on abs fractured!!! ‘Whoaaaaa there’ not only was I was told this spacer was perfectly safe but you told me a could go to Disney and ride with no issues. Now I’m looking at all existing metal work removed from my spine and putting in a double fusion. Thanks!
So I had the double fusion, left hospital on OXYCODONE and said another 6 months should tell you if pain subsides. 6 months went by, and no the pain had not improved, sometimes worse than before. Surgically there was nothing more my consultant could do as the rest of my spine and his surgery was a success, so I was referred to pain clinic. Bear in mind I had been on some sort of opiates for 10 years.
The pain clinic we not much help apart from offering a spinal cord stimulator but only if I could get the pain relief meds down to 100mg a day of morphine equivalent which is 60mg of oxy.
This was a struggle but didn’t want to be on opiates for much longer so for down to this amount , over 3 years, and over this time my marriage fell apart and I lost my home, job, kids, everything really.
I had the spinal cord stimulator inserted And made sciatic pain worse and was extremely restrictive. It came back out. That was pre covid and I haven’t had a pain clinic follow up since.
I am prescribed many meds. For pain mainly oxycodone (modified release) 20mg per day, and OxyContin (immediate release) 60mg a day. Taking this opiate for so long means my body has built an resistance to its effectiveness and not to mention physical and mental addiction, but is the only med I have found that helps the pain.
My GP are keen for my to stop taking opiates but with no alternative, and as I need more for when I flair up, keep running out and the GP will not supply any more than my weekly/daily allowance, although I have been on 3 times the amount, so in kick withdrawals usually weekly.
I am aware of the research into opiates and chronic pain not being effective, which on average maybe true, but for certain pain patients with chronic low back pain along with sciatica opiates can be effective.
I am desperate for anyone’s advice as I feel stuck with the GP’s pressuring my to stop taking the only effective medication I’m taking.
my pain is still high and I have developed an addiction to control this pain.
My mental health is at an all time low due to the breakdown of my marriage, etc. Partly caused by my back problems and medication.
Sorry for the war and peace post but a lot has happened and I’m desperate for help.
Thanks all.
Stay safe and well x