thats all i keep saying to myself......
i know im not the only one suffering with Hyperemesis but when you have a phobia of being sick it doesnt help at all. i thought the steroids had helped but since the consultant took me off them ive felt sicky all day every day and the sickness now, after 4 weeks of being off steroids, has returned with a vengeance.
I keep thinking 'please dont let it get as bad as before' i cant afford another 8 weeks off work and 4 weeks in hospital.
ive tried it all now. and the worst thing is the thought that sticks in my head. i sit and cry when i feel sick because i dont want to be sick. (like a child in some respect)
I just wish that it would disappear and i can enjoy my pregnancy now x