So I met with the midwife for the first time today. She was really nice and I quite enjoyed being fussed over!! I'm at 8 weeks just now, and I'm struggling a lot. I have bad HG and struggling to get out my bed let alone go to work somedays. I managed my appointment today, manged a shift at work, cleaned house, made dinner for later, two loads of washing, walked the dog and did the horses but now feeling like death on the sofa! Feel like there is so much to do after I have a few bad days but as soon as I try to do anything I feel rubbish again! Still having severe pains in my stomach which midwife told me to watch, I am quite worried as they feel like the pains I had when I had my miscarriage but I think I'm just worrying. It sounds awful but I still don't feel happy. It dosent feel like any of this is real. I'm not happy or sad, just don't feel anything. And I feel like such a bad person because I shouldn't be feeling like this! It dosent help that my partner still isn't keen on having the baby as this year was going to be pretty hectic with things we had planned. I just don't know what to do. I am also supposed to be starting a new job soon! Everything is hitting me like a ton of bricks and don't feel I have anyone to speak to as I feel I'm being a burden!!