Thank you Mr. Heinlein. apologies for spelling your name wrong, I think. Think about it. There is no need to be scared, but it is okay if "YOU" are. Put those thoughts aside, there is no need to fear your Relapsing-Remitting ms (RRms). Fear will only make it worse and stress "YOU> RRms loves this. Steady yourself. Start researching this disease. Try not to listen to the fear-mongers or believe the bee sting miracle cure people. there is no cure, this is a progressive incurable disease. It is fun to look for a cure but there is not one. Having RRms is something we will have for our entire lives, but do not fear.
Many of us live fruitful and valuable lives. As "YOU" come to term, with your situation "YOU" will start to find your way forward. It is okay, take your time. Not everybody gets this in a week. Relax, you will control this your best eventually. Remember ms is a devious mischievous illness. It will try hard to thwart your every move, just stop, calm down and take a different approach. there is more than one way to catch a fish.
Royce (your ms writer and Brother)
Slowly and be calm YOU havill get this.