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No, I am not actually but I have been, "VERY VERY sad" It happens to us all at one time or another, usually, there is no reason for, it just happens. Much like the erections of a 13-year-old boy, the wind changed. Sorry I could not resist that, feel free to chastise me.

We have a disease that attacks very randomly our Central Nervous System (CNS) Expect your emotions to be all over the place, especially at first. They will calm down a little, but after twenty years I still cried the other day sitting in the garage looking at clouds. This is our life with ms, fun isn't it. "YOU" are not weak when "YOU" shed a tear. "YOU" are not giving up or surrendering to this illness. "YOU" my friend are merely human, reacting to a sneaky and mischevious illness. Allow yourself your tears, it does not make "YOU" any less of anything. A good cry sometimes washes away some of the hurt and fear.

If "YOU" ever feel the need to cry, do it. I would never ever think less of "YOU", perhaps I will think more of "YOU" because "YOU" admitted and accepted your momentary weakness.

Needles scare me, I really dislike them.

MRIs scare me I just can not lay still.

Trigeminal Neuralgia scares me because I wonder if I can cope with overdosing a fourth time.

ms, does not really scare me. I have a good idea of what it can do and those things, I have decided I really do not care about

No, I have been sad, I have cried, and we are talking blubbered, but no I do not think I am sad. What have I got to be sad about. I only have Relapsing Remitting ms and it is a very doable disease and I am doing it, today, tomorrow and until my last breath. Join me, there is room for more of us to "DO. it"

Royce

I am not scared I can, I will I AM DOING RRms.

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REDLIPS44

Well said

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RoyceNewton in reply toREDLIPS44

Thank you

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Royce,

If I cry then I I tell myself that I definitely miss out on the beauty that life surrounds me, each and every day. Sure, a good cry is sometimes needed but I don’t dwell on that too long. Life is too short for that!

Keep Smiling and Stay Strong,

Carole :-D

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RoyceNewton in reply tocarolek572

life is too short, without being rude that is an interesting theory.

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carolek572CommunityAmbassador in reply toRoyceNewton

You are not rude, and I hope that you do not think that I am. Life is too short, and I realize that. I just hope that I don’t squander, what I am given to experience in my life.

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RoyceNewton in reply tocarolek572

thank you

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RoyceNewton in reply tocarolek572

never

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Guava69

As always well said my friend ☺️ In the words of the late Bob.."Don't worry about a thing. Every little thing is gonna be alright" MS isn't taking a break so we can't either. Keep your lyrics coming 🌈

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RoyceNewton in reply toGuava69

I am educated I did not know that, thank you

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