A very big shout out to Arabian Fallcon, Luvsun and Mumofocd thank you for your feedback. This means so much this me because is so nice for people to listen to me as person instead of me listening to my OCD.
Fellowship is a rare commodity you can't buy it, rent it you can not barter with it. It is love and respect for each other a stream of flowing ideas and feeling that share a common goal, to form a great river, to get to the sea.
Sorry for babbling I love song writing and I get carried away, its my way of dealing with unwanted thoughts I reverse negativity upon on its self sometime even use it in lyrics a great way to get people to understand society that we quite often want to disregard.
Ok, time to put a sock in it.
Thank you God Bless you all.
Tony
OCD is ruining my life 
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