I'm quite anxious now. I actually don't know what's what. You can be self assured, and then everything can just fall apart. I could just focus on the essays that I would like to write - and that would put me in a better frame of mind. But I can't be sure about the relevance of the information I'm being given. Having a First degree doesn't really mean anything in this situation.
All the information's there - in my head. But none of it makes any sense any more.
Things Fall Apart. Achebe.