My mental health has been an issue for a few years now although just recently decided to get help. Im on day 3 of Mirtazapine and i feel like im worse than i was before. I have read up on this being an issue but this sucks.
Another issue i have is that i take codine and paracetamol for an injury (yep the depression is triggered by the pain and everything that tags along), but i feel that its effectiveness is nulled out by Mirtazapine. Im now in more pain than ever.
Today my mind is all over the place. Crossed the road today and a bus was coming. Im thinking should i step out? Obviously i never but the reality is that i had that opportunity and i felt no fear whereas before if i had any negative thoughts, then those thoughts would scare me. Im angry, sad, in pain. I just seem to hate the world and everything in it. Is this what Mirtazapine does at the start? Im a different person