Thank you for finding the courage to make a post. The picture of you and your daughter was absolutely super. Your beautiful daughter looked so happy regardless of the difficulties that the nasty bacterial meningitis has left her with. I hope you are still browsing on here so will read this. Please repost and give us time to respond because I am sure you will find you get supportive, understanding and helpful responses. Otherwise I am wondering if you have contacted the Meningitis Now helpline 0808 80 10 388 9 a.m - 10 p.m x 365 days. They have lots of helpful info they can send you, are great for off loading too/listening to your worries and concerns, have lots of helpful advice/can often signpost if required and offer other services you may like to access.