I was surprised at myself this week. After managing to run my first half marathon just over a week ago I lost confidence and mojo. It sort of came from no where but also somewhere 🥴. Yes I had an extraordinarily painful back at the end of the run and it took 24 hours of rest and strong pain killers to fix. Yes my knee was painful too and I’d only managed a little trot last week because it still felt wobbly and painful but in my head I was beginning to think I wouldn’t be able to run any more! Daft I know. So I walked, did some strength exercises and booked an appointment with the physio for tomorrow. Today I decided that I had better see what was happening with my knee. I wasn’t confident about it and was really scared that it would collapse. But off I went for a slow 30 minute Jeff. Well that’s what I planned! 30 minutes later Garmin was telling m so had run my fastest mile , my knee was ok although a bit tight and I had a big grin on my face as I walked indoors. I can still run. 😊 why oh why did I think I couldn’t?! Maybe I just needed time to recover both physically and mentally.
So I’m going to run 3 times a week through the summer. Enjoy those runs how ever long they maybe and come the autumn I might enter another race although maybe not a half marathon. I don’t think my back can take it but never say never. So although I love this community I’m going to hang out with the 10k bunch for a while. Have a wonderful summer and thank you for all your advice and support. You are all amazing. ❤️🏃🏻♀️😊