Went for a run this morning just 5K broken up with breakfast at McDonald's. It gave me time to think. I have sent an email to the organisers of the Yorkshire Marathon to see if it is not too late to change my mind about the 10 mile race. I have put a lot of time and effort into training up to 18miles and would rather have a go at the marathon. If I don't get to the point where it is not possible to move onto the pavements because there aren't any and no lighting before it gets dark then I will stop but at least I will have had a go. If it's too late to change my mind then I will do the 10mile and enjoy it. Feel at peace now I have made this decision.
I have decided to withdraw from the Brighton marathon in April and have sent an email. Will know next week. If and only if it is not too late to change back to the marathon I don't want to do a marathon again even if I don't finish.
All supposition atm.