morning fellow loopies!
for the last week or so i seem to be losing the ability of keeping up with time? i mean that im doing things in auto pilot and have to check ive done them or my mind goes daydreamy?
i can sit and watch a tv prog but i zone out and cannot recall a thing when its over?
im not explaining this very well,i know we all daydream at times but this shoudnt happen when im crossing main roads or at work when attention to my enviroment is vital.
i have been pushing myself lately as have to work to live etc and my body is hurting more than usual but i cannot take days off work to rest,that really isnt an option. i get about 4 good nights sleep a week (about 6 hrs) but other nights i wake after nightmares or night sweats or my mind wont switch off and i cannot drift off.
i have my rhuemmy appt in may,but to be honest i dont know why i go as she doesnt listen and im thinking of quitting seeing her altogether as ive gained SO MUCH info and knowledge from you guys than she has given me in 8 years. i go so my bloods can be checked, my gp says its not his duty to care for my lupus its a specialists duty so im feeling quite abandoned to be honest. (sorry,im NOT feeling sorry for myself )
how can i get my senses to "wake up" and zone in again please? x
also,i had an "attack" as i call it of my usual spring allergy to something and had the usual hives appear on my forearms and dabbed with camamile lotion and now taking low dose antihistamines daily until autumn. but this happened feb time but the bruises are still there? (although fading,but taking ages to disappear,is this normal for us loopies please?)