I lost my beautiful wife 1 yr ago yesterday aged 45...how can that be it feels like a couple of weeks,i thought i would go under when she died and i very nearly did but I'm still here... though a shell of the man i was, yes i can function but thats all....im so sad all the time and can only remember the frigging illness instead of the good times...1 day that may change i hope along with the nightmares.I do have a few family members for support but they were protected from the harsh realities of the illness so i don't talk about it much as their grieving as well and don't need to hear that. Is time a healer?..i think it may dull over time but thats it..im only ever a few moments away from breaking down and sitting on the floor blubbing away. if i could give any advice to anyone it would be never leave anything un said and create as many good memories as you can as they will help over time....and mabe just mabe we can be reunited when its our turn...god i do hope so. John x
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