OK, so the lung people have diagnosed my enlarged lymph node in the chest and armpits as cancerous and the ebus has come back stating the mestasis are from a primary lung cancer ( Not that I knew anything about that! ). Now waiting to see an Oncologist. My problem is not the cancer, but how do I shut it out of my mind when I go to bed - I just don't seem to be able to relax enough to get to sleep? What's even worse is waking up early in the morning twixt 4 and 5 a.m. and then not being able to get back to sleep.