I spoke too soon on my previous update. Things went so well yesterday and we were moving towards systemic cancer treatment and last radiation today. He was so happy yesterday coming off breathing tube and looking forward to getting on with today. This morning we received a call that my dad went into cardiac arrest at 5:10 am. They did cpr and light paddle use and were able to get a pulse 5 minutes later. We got to the hospital 20 min later around 5:30 am and he is on liquid life support and the breathing machine again. I have spent all day with him. He is unresponsive to me and having Myoclonus episodes one right after the other. They did a brain MRI and CT which showed no areas of damage and they are running a 24 hour EEG that ends at 5 pm tomorrow to assess brain activity. They want to give it a few days and then we will need to make decision to end life support if he doesn’t come out of this. I started this fight with my dad on 2/28/18, it has been one heck of a fight, he gave it his all and I told him I will be with him until the very end. I started this fight with him and I will end this fight with him right to the very end. It is taking every fiber of my being to hold it together. I haven’t processed any of this yet and I feel numb and blank. My dad is the strongest man I know. His radiation oncologist and neurologist said he fought a heroic fight and they are amazed at his strength. My dad taught me woodworking when I was younger. We still did woodworking together. The last project I worked on with my dad was several beautiful wooden crosses. I have them to hold onto, though it doesn’t ease the pain. A girl will ALWAYS need her dad. I am thankful I could fight with him and for him every step of the way. He has amazed me beyond words. 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 I told him I will be okay - truth is I won’t be but I won’t tell him that.