My name is Maria. I just need a litte bit of hope. To start, I was diagnosed with APS in 2009 after my second miscarriage. Since then my life has been pretty miserable. In 2010 I was four and a half month pregnant when I suffered my third miscarriage, that lead me to a really big depression. To complicate the things a little bit more, I have epilepsy due to the APS. Last December I had my four miscarriage. At hospital, actually St. Thomas in London as I live here, I've always been told that everything that happens to me is bad luck, and I question to myself once and again and again, when I'm going to have just a little bit of luck? My husband and I have decided to give another go and try again although I'm not 30 any more, in fact I'm 39 and not everything is as good as before.
I'm not British and my family don't live here, so I don't have support or help from anybody except my husband. Does anyone have any positive outcomes that I can give me some hope?