It is heart breaking to see that even in 2016 people are feeling so left out. On the 2004 boxing day a person called me to say that he has been diagnosed positive and as we had unprotected sex 3 months before that so I should check too. I had a date that night. Standing in front of the mirror I promised to myself that I'm not going to give up or ever feel sorry for myself. 5th January 2005 I found out officially that I'm HIV+. Since then I have lived a happy and healthy life because to me it is an illness for which I have to be bit careful but I'm never going to apologise for it. I have not got a sick day in last 7 years. My doctor /consultant of 9 years is somebody with whom I have literary conversation . The guy who gave me the virus, we call each others blood brothers and we talk regularly on phone or through FB and meet once a year. I have decided to be my own boss and my end is not nigh. So please think about yourself and could you do. I'm always available to have a conversation over phone or face to face if needed. Nobody is alone and we are here for each other.