I'm fed up trying to stay strong. It has been 14 1/2 months since my catastrophic sah and multiple organ failure and I've learnt to talk, walk, write again. I had right side paralysis as well. I don't remember most of that but I do remember that I have had right shoulder pain as for so long now. I've had 3 injections and now need an operation. I am fed up staying strong I just want to have a day where I don't have to. I want to cry but I am worried if I start I will not stop. I am hopefully moving to my own place soon so finally I will have some me time!!